The Crucifixion

The Fifth Sorrowful Mystery:
The Crucifixion of Our Lord

"There they crucified him and divided his clothes among themselves, casting lots to decide what each should take. People passing by shook their heads and insulted him, saying, "Aha! So you will destroy the Temple and build it up again in three days. Now save yourself and come down from the cross, if you are Son of God." In the same way the chief priests, the elders and the teachers of the law mocked him. They said, "The man who saved others cannot save himself. He trusted in God; let God rescue him if God wants to, since he himself said: I am the son of God." From midday darkness fell over the whole land until mid-afternoon. At about three o'clock, Jesus cried out in a loud voice, "Eloi, Eloi, lamma sabbacthani?" which means: My God, my God, why have you forsaken me? As soon as they heard this, some of the bystanders said, "He is calling for Elijah." And one of them went quickly, took a sponge and soaked it in vinegar and, putting it on a reed, gave him to drink. Others said, "Leave him alone, let us see whether Elijah comes to his rescue." Then Jesus cried out again in a loud voice and gave up his spirit." - Matthew 27:35,39-43,45-50

A friend of mine asked me why I have to make these messages so bloody. And yesterday, when I asked my 17 year old twin brothers to pray the rosary with me and meditate on how Jesus was beaten, they complained and said, "ugh! We don't want to think about that!" But we do have to think about it. We have to imagine each wound, each blister, each drop of blood and each tear Jesus shed because He shed them because of our sins. When the prophet Isaiah foretold of the coming of Jesus, he wrote: He was pierced for our offenses, crushed for our sins… but the Lord laid upon him the guilt of us all (Isaiah 53:5,6). As bloody, horrible, and gruesome as it is, you must know that if our sins weren't that serious, such a violent death would not have been necessary! Because we constantly sin, do horrible things, and turn away from God, all that Jesus went through in His passion, all the blood shed, all the injuries sustained, was 100% necessary. That's how serious our sins are!

Upon the cross, Jesus cried out "my God, my God, why have you forsaken me?" Do you think He said that because He felt God didn't care? No, the reason He said that was because even when He was being crucified, there were people who wouldn't acknowledge or have respect for what He has done for us. Still, while dying on the cross, after all the good that He did, people wanted signs in order to believe. What other signs could you possibly want at this point? Don't be like these people and demand more proof from God in order for you to believe and give your life to Him. The proof is the cross and the blood shed for you is enough reason!

Today's Prayer:
Mary, mother of our Lord, I know you watched in immense pain as they killed your son. I also know you watched Him die, praying that the price He paid would be enough for all to believe in Him. It hasn't been enough, Mary. Pray for us sinners so that we may never take the cross for granted and live our lives following Him.

Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee. Blessed art thou amongst women and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus. Holy Mary, mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death. Amen.

O, my Jesus, forgive us our sins, save us from the fires of hell; lead all souls into Heaven, especially those most in need of Thy mercy. Amen.

The Difference Between Jay-Z and Jesus Christ

"Then Jesus gave a loud cry, 'Father, into Your hands, I commend my spirit.' And saying that, He gave up His spirit." - Luke 23:46

Weird title, but here's what went through my mind - I was listening to Kanye West's tribute to Jay-Z, Big Brother, and I thought to myself, "wow, Jay's really accomplished a lot in his career." I thought of his line about selling out the garden in a day and imagined how proud and accomplished he must have felt standing at the front of the stage, spotlight on him, and multitudes of adoring fans calling out his name. And then my mind turned to Jesus, and how His most crowning achievement was death upon a cross, dubbed a king by a mocking crowd and a crown of thorns placed on His head. When I thought of Jay, I pictured what it would be like to be him and look out at the crowd, but to imagine what Jesus must have felt looking out is a harsh reality check stressing our own sinfulness.

Be Jesus for a moment, and picture yourself looking down from the height of the cross, hanging there as a spectacle for all to see. Before you are people laughing at you, making fun of you, some feel quite proud of themselves to see you dying, while others, like your own mother, are at the foot of your cross in tears…your best friends aren't there - they've left ashamed of you, denying they even know you. All this you're looking down at while you slowly die. They're all before you but the excrutiating pain running through your body can't let you think straight. Your body shakes, absolutely trembling after the fever that's kicked in from the whipping. Flesh, muscle, and bone ripped off in shreds. Now you hang crucified with large, rusty nails hammered into your hands and feet. The position your body's in doesn't let you draw in air, and you want to push yourself up to let the air come in, but the weight of your body on your wounded feet is too much to bear so you have to endure the struggle for air. The wind is strong and stings against your bleeding flesh and your head hurts from the thorns sticking into the side of your head; the blood coming from those puncture wounds pool up around your eyes, mixing with your own tears, and you can hardly see a thing. Regardless, you know they're all down there - the sinners, the hypocrites, the poor, the rich, those who love you and those that hate you, all those you are literally dying to save, those you love so much, all of them. Yet, as weak as you are, as much as you have been beaten, mocked, hated on, spit at, hurt, embarrassed, laughed at, made to cry, this is your biggest achievement, your triumph over sin and over death.

It's awesome to be praised and rooted for when you're on top of the world, but only our Lord Jesus Christ is strongest at His weakest and dying on a cross.

Today's Prayer:
Lord Jesus, thank You for conquering death so that I may have eternal life in You. I never want to forget what You went through for me and I am honored You went to the cross for me. In Your Name we pray, Amen.

Get Up and Go To Church

It's Sunday morning and I'm on my way to church. It's weird how if you really take the time to meditate on what happens in church, you would never take this gift for granted. At mass, you gather with a community of believers to give praise to the Lord Almighty and thank Him for all His goodness. And as a family we celebrate Christ's ultimate sacrifice for us - the giving up of His body. We need Jesus so much in our lives every day, but at mass, we actually receive His holy body and holy blood! That's amazing! Not only did He die for us, but each time we go to mass, He gives Himself up for us again so that we can have His living presence nourish us!

There are so many people that don't even go to church and the enemy just brainwashes them to think that they don't deserve to go or that they don't need it or that it's ok to miss church. So many people don't even realize the great blessing it is to be at mass at the moment when Christ becomes that bread and wine.

Today, let's pray for all of those that are blind to this gift and for those that do know its value, but are sick and have no one to bring them communion.

Believe In The Blood and Wounds

"Then He said to Thomas, 'Put your finger here and see my hands; stretch out your hand and put it into my side. Doubt no longer but believe.' Thomas then said, 'You are my Lord and my God.' Jesus replied, 'You believe because you see me, don't you? Happy are those who believe although they do not see.'" - John 21:27-29

The apostle Thomas had not been there when Jesus appeared to the rest of the apostles after His resurrection. When he heard of Jesus appearing, he said, like many of us, that he will not believe until he sees and feels the wounds of the cross with his own eyes and hands. That's why when Jesus appeared again, and Thomas was there, He asked him to touch the wounds for himself.

There are so many of us who need to see and feel in order to believe. It isn't enough that Jesus, being holy and without blame, had to suffer a painful death on the cross for us, but we also need to see and feel. Jesus, in His infinite mercy never rebuked Thomas for His lack of faith, but answers his questions and asks Thomas to come forward. If you doubt, you need to take the example of Thomas and go before Jesus to witness the marks of the Passion for yourself. For when Thomas said he needed proof, Jesus called him forward, as you need to do to respond to the call of Jesus. No one who doubts will believe by staying away, but will see the Lord by getting up and moving towards Him to experience the fruits of the resurrection. You are not punished for your lack of faith; today Thomas is a Saint. You are punished for staying away when you know you should get closer to the many wounds Jesus endured for you. Whether you choose to believe it or not, Jesus did die for you.

And for you who believe without needing to see or feel His holy wounds, work so that all around you may also believe. Pray so that His most Holy blood was not shed in vain, but that the wonderful act of the crucifixion may bring all to Him in love and unity with God. If we don't do our part for this, we are letting the devil blot out and erase the memory of the Passion of the Christ. He did not endure death for nothing.

Today's Prayer:
My Lord Jesus, open our eyes so that we may forever have before us the blood You shed and the wounds You experienced for us. Set before my eyes the sores on Your back that were ripped open with pieces of bone tied to whips, the wounds around your head from Your crown of thorns that pierced Your pure skin, letting blood run into Your eyes not letting You see as You walked, the wounds and bruises on Your shoulders from carrying my cross, the horrible holes created in Your flesh from rusty nails piercing Your hands and feet, and the cut from a sword on Your side that we helped give You on the cross. My God, You endured so much for us, please don't ever let me forget the pain You bore willingly out of love. In Your Name, we pray.

The Body and Blood of Christ

"While they were eating, Jesus took bread, said a blessing and broke it, and gave it to his disciples saying, 'Take and eat; this is my body.' Then he took a cup and gave thanks, and passed it to them saying, 'Drink this, all of you, for this is my blood, the blood of the Covenant, which is poured out for many for the forgiveness of sins.'" - Matthew 26: 26-28

I had another verse planned out for today but something happened to me which I've decided to share with you. In church today, I asked God to show me His presence and help me to feel Him with me. After the consecration of the bread, I went up on line to receive communion and at the moment I got to the front of the line and the Eucharistic minister lifted up the Eucharist before me and said "The body of Christ," I felt the Holy Spirit powerfully in front of me and immediately the tears began to flow down my cheeks. As I kept walking back to my seat I was overwhelmed by His love for me and how unbelievably lucky, yet so unworthy of his love I am.

After church I told one of my little brothers what I felt and he goes "ohhh, God never does that for me!" And I said to him "What have you seen me do everyday?" And he responded "praying," and I want you all to know this is true. God wants to show Himself to all of you but you need to get close to Him first. He wants you to search for Him with true sincerity and dedication, not just because you need something from Him one day. When you draw close to Him, He draws close to you.

Today's Prayer:
Thank You Lord for loving me and taking the time to bless me so greatly although I do not deserve Your goodness. Help me to yearn for Your love and Your presence each day more and more. In Your Name we pray, Amen.